Haven't really posted in a while. its been hard to get a hang of this blogger thing. Fall is here! I absolutely am loving it. The cooler weather as well as alot of my friends being back in town. Will came home for a week in the middle of his field school months, he's been gone for 2 months and left today for another 3 weeks and its been hard on both of us. Unfortunately we fought a lot and honestly I'm glad that he's gone for another 3 weeks. It give me room to breathe and think. I've been telling people its over between me and Will for a while and I guess it finally is? I don't know but I'm still looking forward to him coming back home. I'm ready for a more serious relationship, I party a lot. I love partying but it gets so old doing this socialite routine. I wouldn't trade meeting lots of new people or having great experiences but I want something stable in my life. I want a future with someone, if not for forever but at least for a while. For some reason I thought that will was that person but we are so different. I guess we'll see I know better than to make any assumptions but I do need to just take care of myself right now too.

I'm having problems with weight loss recently. I think its just too much beer is being drank not enough water or exercise is going on. Its been driving me crazy that the eating less approach isn't working when it is normally all it takes for me. I'm still trying to lose these 15 pounds.

On a happier note i'm going to go take a walk enjoy the sun here in NC, there are a few people who want to meet for dinner and a few drinks at a outdoor place downtown and I couldn't think of a nicer day to do it on.